Monday, December 6, 2010

To Toy With One's Heart

To play with ones heart like a silly toy
I pull it along on puppet strings
You follow what I tell you
And you protect me as well as silly toys can
I have millions of you stupid toys, stupid boys
You stalk me with your eyes closed
Your wooden and stuffed bodies
They aren't rare to my eyes

To toy with ones mind as if it was easy
Sitting in a mind control device
You are brainwashed by my beauty
Controlled by my words
And you do as I say as if I was your queen
For that is all I am in your glazed over eyes
A simple queen, an Aphrodite
Yet I am not that beautiful

To steal all the fish from the sea
I reel you in like a small bass
You are just another meal in my eyes
I can choose to let you swim free
But I keep you on my hook
Causing you to never love another
Your love will end on my platter
For I can steal all the millions of fish with one glance
I can catch you with no need for bait
My persusion will grab any fish upon my hook


*insperation from Kurashitsuji, Hamlet, and "There are many fish in the sea"

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

I was meant to be alone......Right

She never knew what was right or what was wrong.
She couldn't tell the people she wanted that she wasn't worth their time
She said yes but inside she told her self she was meant to be alone

Each day she went through their words and told each one sure
Each new message meant another boy alone
Each picture she sent was someone telling her the truth she didn't believe

Her heart was torn between girls and men
Her mind would wander when ever she was with them though
Her life still revolved around seeing him

But she was meant to be alone, or so she said
But in reality even though she was alone it was more like she was dying inside
But her heart was still beating and she would still hope for tomorrow to come

His heart was not intwined with her's
His mind imagined other girls besides her
His life wasn't about her at all

So she was meant to be alone without him
So he gave her up for something he would never have again
So her life became a ruin while his was built into a fortitude that covered his weakness

And her jealousy tore her apart from the inside
And he knew that when he saw her again she wouldn't show a smile, but instead a smirk
And this jealous girl was after him, even though she had perfection in her grasp